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So as part of my commitment to a healthier me I have also committed to three months of the Super Women Boot Camp in Folsom, ca.  Which at $239.00 a month it is a hefty commitment. I decided to join a boot camp because the only time I’ve had long term success at losing weight was when I had a personal trainer at 24hr fitness. Which was great, she kept me accountable and keep my workouts fun, but it also cost about $400.00 a month to see her twice a week and as soon as I didn't have the money to keep seeing her I slowly stopped going to gym and eventually gave up on my fitness program. $239.00 a month while still expensive, let be honest is probably  whole lot less then how much I’ve been spending eating out everyday two to three meals a day!

Tomorrow is my first day of boot camp at 6am, which I am pretty nervous about for several reasons. One it’s at 6am and I am not a morning person! Sleeping is one of my all-time favorite things to do and no matter what type of routine I establish I’m just not fully functional until at least 10:30am. I chose the early morning boot camp; because, I have several evening commitments on Tuesday and Wednesday nights and often work late. I figured if I work out in the morning, they only excuse and only person I can blame for missing a workout is myself. Which I am hoping will keep me more accountable.

The second reason I am   nervous is because this is most out of shape I have ever been in my life. Throughout my childhood and high school I was really active. I took dance, played basketball, played soccer, golfed, and was even a cheerleader for a bit. but once in college I basically stopped most physical activity and I know tomorrow is will be hard......I’m just starting and  I am afraid that it will be so hard that I’ll want to quit or that I’ll feel like I will never be able to get back to the active person I was before. Wish me luck! Will update tomorrow on how it went!